That feeling I get when something inside of me ‘breaks’… I can’t explain. I just know.
I heard my daughter’s pastor say, once that there are times when you just “know what you know what you know.” I carry this with me, being careful not to apply it frivolously. As a result, much of my frustration with trying to explain the unexplainable has been alleviated. Along the same line, Bob once added “You’ve crossed a threshold and you can’t go back” and I have gleaned many moments of clarity from his words.
Lately it seems I have crossed one of those thresholds finding myself in one of those new places where I struggle to find my way. I look out at the world around me and I am conflicted between trusting that people are inherently good or I am wavering toward fear that the evildoers are winning. There is some consolation in knowing there are many who share this ‘shuffled’ place with me. We ask ourselves what our role is. I’m not sure. What I do know is that it must include love. Hate is for *acts* of evil, not the *body* committing it.
In the upcoming days, as I try to find what “broke” I will be evaluating my journey thus far, my present purpose, and commitments for future…all with a focus on love!❤️ When the next threshold appears, I’ll be ready!
Maybe the Hippies were right……🌸🌼🌺
